she survived...

Poor Merlot.

I dropped her off at the vet this morning for her spaying. The doctor sedated her and asked me to stay with her until she fell asleep from the medicine. It was the saddest thing I have ever had to do. I cried. I know this is for the better, and it has to be done, but it doesn't make it any less sad.
; - (
She finally fell asleep and turned into dead weight in my arms.
The doctor took her, all wrapped up in her pink baby blankey, to the back room to sit in a crate until she was ready to go into surgery.
Well, 1:30 p.m., the doctor finally called me and said she is out of surgery and "sitting up". I said, "oh great! She's awake?" and he answered, "She's sitting up."
I hope that is good.
Jay is picking her up from the vet this afternoon. We made a basket for her over the weekend (to pick her up in).
My poor baby...